Creep

Owh dear heart of mine...
How fragile you are in this worried times...

Owh dear eyes of mine...
How much would you suffer the ever lasting flow of tears...

I cant tell you how much pain I'm feeling right now...

I cant tell you how much I miss everything right now...

Have you ever wonder yourself to sleep when this feeling will go away? when our to tired to worry about others and selfishly only to yourself?

Have you ever wonder the pain in others peoples lives? when they try to reach for someone whos not even there?

Is it wrong to feel this way?

Ya Allah...bukan niat ku untuk mengeluh...

tabahkanlah hatiku untuk segala ujianMu...

hanya Engkaulah yg Maha Mengetahui isi hati ini....

hanya Engkaulah yg Maha Memahami apa yg diingini...

dan hanya Engkaulah yg Maha Bijaksana dalam segala penentuan...

Yess....

I know I'm not that cheerful girl youve always see

the one who cracks lewd jokes and smiles carefree...

Nope...

I'm not as strong as I used to be...dont have much strengh in my heart to deal with inconsiderate behaviour....

A point to ponder...

When you have so much inside of your heart and head, would you have the strengh to compromise with others?