new dressing

horror kn?

huhuhuhu...

hati-hati dijalan raya~

Maybe one of the most memoriable day...

Today..I had an accident....

The experience was painful....

And yet I'm glad I was lucky and it wasnt worst...

It really made me realized a thing or two...never occured to me i was wrong

Everyone please take care....you may never know...

ADIDAS!!!

Today....Nope! Diz week..would be da one of the best week...

Why? Because sayang die sgt2~

I'm glad I have him...he made me realize sumting....and when I meet him,I'll tell him..huhuhu~

Today,

I was treated with free breakfast and lunch!!!!!

It was superb!!!!

hahaha....

and wat added more was that Miss Lim,my ofis mate,treated me an original ADIDAS shirt....

I nearly cried....but she insisted...saying it would be nice for a souvenir...sigh~~~

i cant stand kindness....nearly breaks my heart to think i cant ever repay them...

but all i can say is, I'm glad they are who they are....

how bout you?

I want

Sorry yowls..i forgot to change the private thang....sorry for my late update....my interest in blogging had been soured by the likes of people who made him think otherwise...i did it because i love him not because i'm scared for the likes of you....


Since its been nearly two months for my internship..surprisingly everything went well and OK....except that I always stammer and get petrified whenever my big boss asked me questions...i taught i know what i said but the way he questioned me back..whew!!!! saje je nk test confidence..:P

Its been a week and I'm still feeling dreadful and impatient....it hurts me when i think about it and i always try to forget about it....which is my firts time of doing so...

All i know now is...

today,i want to share what i want...i think the influence came from my working environment, :P ..

well,here goes~

1.I want my boyfren...
2.I want to be a good mother
3.I want to be a good fren
4.I want to be a good daughter
5.I want people to listen
6.I want people to care
7.I want to forgive them
8.I want to have kids!!!
9.I want to have a husband
10.I want a comfortable house with all the necessary that i wanted
11.I want to breath
12.I want babies
13.I want a great job
14.I want to do business
15.I want to run
16.I want to see her
17.I want my boyfren ;(
18.I want to face it
19.I want this feeling to go on
20.I want those busy bodies to mind their own business
21.I want those who already have their boyfrens to stop being pathetic at others boyfren just because 'he's your best fren'...yeah...cheap...
22.I want to slap her
23.I want to shout at her
24.I want her to see the pain she caused
25.I want to live happily
26.I want my oldself back
27.I want to go out
28.I want my frens
29.I want judgement
30.I want fairness
31.I want him
32.I want peace
33.I want to stop having sleepless nights
34.I want a hug
35.I want to cry ;(

hahahaha..so many things that i wanted...but i think i'll go over the list to see what i have to do first to achieve it....sorting it first by priority...lalalala~

cant stop missing him...sigh~

what about love?

Love is strong yet delicate.

It can be broken.

To truly love is to understand this.

To be in love is to respect this.

- Stephen Packer -

The Magic Of Love

Love is like magic

And it always will be.

For love still remains

Life's sweet mystery!!

Love works in ways

That are wondrous and strange

And there's nothing in life

That love cannot change!!

Love can transform

The most commonplace

Into beauty and splendor

And sweetness and grace.

Love is unselfish,

Understanding and kind,

For it sees with its heart

And not with its mind!!

Love is the answer

That everyone seeks...

Love is the language,

That every heart speaks.

Love can't be bought,

It is priceless and free,

Love, like pure magic,

Is life's sweet mystery!!

- Helen Steiner Rice -

When you love someone,all your saved-up wishes start coming out.- Elizabeth Bowen -

Love is not blind - It sees more and not less,but because it sees more it is willing to see less.

- Will Moss -

To the world you may be one person,but to one person you may be the world.

- Bill Wilson -

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Love...

is like a tree,

It needs water and sunshine to make it grow,

As it grows stronger and tall,

It would shade the world.

But once you leave it to thirst and dry,

It will someday eventually die...

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relief

I'm grateful that it all turn okay~

Alhamdullilah...

Everybody Counts

Here I am,within the darkness of 'my room' (like I'll have one)and doing what i miss the most.....since the past month i fail tosleep soundly at night and waking up feeling exhausted the next day.....sumhow I feel this habit wont go....its seems so long since the last insomnia....and now its here again.....

some say,its due to my restlessness...some say it has to dowith something in my mind...hahaha....believe me,if i knew which of what I was thinking....id probably sleep like a baby right now...

it juz breaks my heart thinking about it...and i cant stand it anymore....all i know right now,is i dont want to be here...its only been a month and it juz kept coming n coming with fierce force....and im too damaged than before to fight a battle....

no...im not me anymore....when the thing that keeps you strong have taken been taken away from you..you cant help but feel fragile everyday....you look around and gave out your best smile....but even that masks seems too frail....

if i only i knew what to do....i wont be lost right now...

wont you save me? becouse saving is what need....i just want to be....by your
side...