Lalalalala~~
its been like what? 3 month i havent updated this blos..sigh~ sorry to all my readers...looks like i'll turn on a new leaf right now....maybe some of you are wondering why the post was 'happened unexpectedly'?...well...i'm glad to say,i'm taken...haha!
well,of coz it happen unexpectedly,maybe some of u might say i'm in a desperate situation considering my last few posts that shows how sad i am and all...but honestly,i'm not that DESPERATE ok? why? because if was desperate,i'll just pick up any guy in the street,mind you..ive got many chances..but my pride and self conscious tell me that it wasnt worth a try....
welll...all i can say that i'm really happy right now...all the pieces seems to fit in..(sayang,if ur reading this jgn kembang hidung..nnt nmpk cam gajah...)...hohohoho....all i can say is my first realationship is still new,and i'm proud to say and brave enough to say that i love him very much....
huhuhuhu...i'm supposed to actually study for my next 2 papers but my mind keeps drifting apart...reading others peoples blog actually triggers me to write this....maybe this will keep my head from drifting and..hehe..terangau...wahahahaha~
well...this semester seems to come to an end...it saddens me though that there were a lot of crisis happening around me...its sad to see friendships being thorn apart....friendship being pushed away as if has no value..sometimes i wonder,what really happened to the times that we had fun,TOGETHER? does selfishness always comes in the way?...i know im not in a position to give a lecture on how to maintain a realationship coz well...ive broken a few....and i'm not proud to admit about it...
this sort of things happen due to what we call...IMMATURITY....well....like sayang always say; forgive and forget...but well..some hurts a too deep,it leaves a scar...only time will tell how long it will actually heal....but then,trough all the pain..you will eventually learn sumting....
i remember the part where youll end up feeling guilty,but then again,wats worth was you dont EVER do it AGAIN...youll learn in time that when you have issues or fought or misunderstanding about sumting..youll feel glad that it actually happened..becoz people who actually care wont linger about it for much too long to ruin a precious realationship...
but then again,things dont always happen the way we want it to be...and every turn of events,there sure'll be a hikmah....and as always..only time can tell...youll never know what will happen,but juz get ready to explore the new knowledge...life's a mystery...you'll have fun without knowing it...
so that's that,da ade mood study dah...ciaowcinciaow~
