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For all the things that happened in my life,this Chinese New Year was one of the best...

Finally,Ive come back here,my hometown...my birth place..my home...

I was so happy....

And I was so sad that I had to go...

It felt so soon....

I didnt had the chance to take pictures...

All I have now are memories....

I wish it wasnt that hard...

But then,I could only wish....

I miss them very very very much....

But theres nothing I could do about it...

Because only time can tell....

And I'm not that strong as I used to be....

-Thank you Sayang-

and thus the days goes by....

wahahaha~

as of sorts i missed my first class today...unintentionally...(yeah rite~)..

right now I'm in the IRC..while waiting for the next class....

tonite I'll be at Batu Pahat...yahoo~~

cant wait! cant wait! cant wait!

life in UTP is becoming more hectic...and i always missing him...(why duh~~~)

lately,I'm quite annoyed,some people just cant let it go...saying this and that behind my back...as if its not obvious already....i mean....whats the big deal if i wear baju kurung today? or just a simple shirt to go to class instead of the usual black t-shirt? ...maybe it was a compliment...or maybe its not...but seriously I'm rather annoyed coz well...the 'tone' was not sincere...heh...

it bothers me tough that some people just cant move on and live in the past...keep on dreaming girl coz nothing is going to change the way you think unless you want it to be...i mean..whats the purpose on seeking long lost friends juz because you feel dumped by the new ones when you eventually dumped your long lost friend in the first place? or how about this theory....you make a fault,then suddenly you apologize and what to 'keep it cool'...but then your still doing the same shit all over again...what's the good news? you tell it all to your dear best friend..haha! good for you...me?i hope someday it'll come back at you 10 times worst....

i mean..i dont get it when people talk behind my back..saying this and that...and all sorts...and you even dared to go to him for 'advice'..how i wonder where your bestfriend is atthat time...it all lame excuses....and so what if i got loads of friends? be it male or female...friends are just friends..berkawan biar seribu..bercinta biar satu....Ive met a lot of persons in this world...in various places in Malaysia...and i cant believe of all the places...UTP is the place where I met the best and worst people Ive ever known....

i think people these days are just lack in thinking forward thus results in the term 'not moving forward'..... always literally finding faults and sorts...you can remember the past as a caution for the future...but not moving on is totally different....you'll just embarassing yourself by being totally pathetic...

and i always wonder...why is it some certain people cant be more mature?the way you think and act,they are just not the same...you dont have to wear clothes or act mature if you know how to accept the facts of life....some peo;le just dont get it...they just gossip around without thinking and making assumptions like a teenager from school...duh~

well...this and that and my time has come to go to my next class...

live you life....

2 months...and over....

At last...after having 2 months of despair...i finally get to see him~

huhuhu...cant really tell how much i missed him..huhuhuhuhu~

well...my first day here in UTP sucks!!!!!

if ive known better...i'd rather stay in bed the whole day instead of hurrying to class with high spirits...demmit~~~

yesterday when i got back..whew~ quite a day....been unpacking my stuff and hohohoho....it was so much!!!!!!!

it was so much that i thought of collapsing between 5 boxes....hate packing and unpacking..huh!!!!

but then sime of my friends changed...some got thinner,some got 'healthier'....some happier...and some just sumhow got friendlier....duhhh.......doesnt impress me tho..wawawa~

then again,i got to know myself better lately...maybe at some rate you just cant resist after wishing it to happen and finally got the chance...huhu...it was a new experience and well....im glad it happened....

so...right now i dont have much to say coz im running late to meet Sayang...haha...

keep up and about..

toodles~

How to hate yourself

i really hate myself right now...
its all my fault...
i wish i know what was wrong....
i wish i know what to do....
i wish it wouldnt hurt them that much....
i wish i could tell them...

i'm really sorry....

The Newest Member of The Family..

And now live from me...our newest member og the family..

Mr.Labu...













hahaha~


well...from this picture he looks kinda small...but right noe he's fat n naughty..you can kick or pincth him all you want and he wont mind cause he'll do you 3 times worse....

this fuzzy furball does not consider himself a cat..or so i think...every now and then he'll attepmt to 'attack' me,or my siblings...even pitiful Do....to play...hahaha...

well...sometimes if we ignore him.he'll just play by himself and well..its hard to tell when he's bored...hahaha~


here's a few pic for ur entertainment;




























well....as you can see...diz noty kitty is just at about a month....so he's very very active and well...hungry....right now..he's sleeping on my bed...as usual....after following me around the house while i did my chores..hahaha~ he's such a good companion..i wish to bring him to UTP....uhuhuuk~



but then..to keep this baby,we have to send our other cats away...

Re,Mi,Mek and Uteh is not around anymore coz we gt a message from the front neighbour...(duk depan rumah pun nak mesej2 ker!!!!!) to keep the rukun tetangga and what so everla her nagging was about...but my,for sumone so 'frinedly' and 'full-of-laughter' she really showed her true self dat day...and the respect from me to her? Nada~ even her daughter is snobbish? what da hell? how come a doctor aged 25 or sumtin have dat kind of attitude? duhh~

well...thats that for now..ayah's home...

.toodles!