The Life of You

Whatever challenges youve had in life,

just remember to pray to Allah...

for He would not give you what you cant handle...



31.8.09

Go back to the beginning

As the bless of the clear blue sky,
Where the light begins to shine...
How you wonder when that you'll have another day....
And bear what needs at bay...
Its as the light becomes dimmer,
As well as a slight pinch or minor blow...
Where the passing of breath,
Seems to slit with pain...
How you wonder will it go away....
As the morning breeze flew by me....
with the breath when I say you name,
As the night whispers to the dark...
For when I longed with an empty heart...
Will you be there?
Will you be there?
Time of in the beginning,
Where the sweetness of innocence and youth have yet to bear,
and shall its passing have brought sorrow and solemn a snear...
Even if it seems to dwell with maturity...
Take me there....
Take me there....
As I smell the first fresh air,
As I see the first light,
As I take what I cant bear,
As I imagine the sight of your beauty within my last share,
Would you be there?
As I hear the crickets sing,
As I hear the silent screams,
The solitary life of the isolation,
The tears I tried to held,
As I clutch my memories with you,
The whispers of the past that haunts,
For the whispers I hope you'll here,
Come back to me....
Come back to me....

22.8.09

I'm a cat lover

I really do LOVE my cats!!!
AAaAaAa~~
I cant stand their cuteness! Kawaii~~~~
I cant stand their manjaness... Kawaii~~~
I cant stand their naughtiness~~~ Kawaii~~~
I can hit them and hug them at the same day..even if they are annoyed by it...they still LOVE me....(sape lg nk bg mkn kan?~~~)
Even right now, my adopted cat is massaging me...
So kawaii~~~~
I'll tell you one thing, if you took care of your cat very royally...they award you by being totally loyal n loving....Sigh~~~
I dont know where it started,but I really cant stand it when my cats look me in the eyes...and gave me that BIG SAD eyes whenever I scold them or forgot to feed them....
Sorry my babies~~~
maybe tooking care of cats provoke my motherly love or im just too motherly i had cats as my babies...
Sigh...pity....
Hahaha...
Anway,today i just gave them a bath with floral essence...
So wangi~~~

21.8.09

Ramadhan....

Tomorrow is Ramadhan...
Im worried sick right now because my heart is so cold n jaded...
It feels really empty right now...
As if i dunno how to feel again....
I cried again today...
And yesterday..and the day before.....
I cant seem to grasp what wrong with me....
Whenever I tried to make things better...
It ends up worse....
All I know right now....
Im so tired....
Tired of all the effort....
Tired of all the love....
As it all seems a waste.....
Left unnoticed without a glance....
I know I cant falter when hope is still there...
But I know I have my limits too...
And I know I'm too tired to move on right now...
I'm tired of all the never ending effort to try make things better....
And I know I cant leave it alone....
Its easier said than done...
Some of you can do it in a blink of an eye...
Some people like me...We're slow and unstable...
I'm too scared to go back....
I'm more afraid too move forward...
It was easier at first because I just knew it was the right thing
And it was also the thing I wanted most...
But we never know the future dont we?
For Human makes mistakes...
And I'm one too...


-Happy Ramadhan everyone...have faith!-

18.8.09

I dunno why...

When everything starts to slip away...
Would you know you'll be okay?
People will ask what you did....
But never why you did it.....
When your head and your heart speak at the same time...
Which will you listen too?
When people all around you starts wearing mask's...
Why shouldnt you too?
People will make assumptions...
But never figure out the truth...
People will think highly of themselves..
Without realizing what damage it did too...
People want to forget...
As much as they want to remember...
When you live a different life,
How do you espect will follow your footsteps?
why?