Love me when I'm gone

The truth~

people always tend to find faults of others in terms of 'telling the truth'...

they go to great length just so that they can 'tell the truth' about others...

how pathetic ...

today,it was my first outbreak at home..i never ever had that kind of outburst..but man,was i mad? very!!!! stupid tol...menyampah lg ade...but i dont care now....when ur 12 yet you dont know how to wash the dishes! it really pisses me off!!!! hellow? getting good grade in exams doesnt mean you have the luxury to ignore your daily chores..duuuhhhh!!!!!

well..enough about me...ive been tending to do this post since i dont know when considering the STUPID NTERNET CONNECTION....i forget literlly..

enough of this,

the question to one self?

Are you really truthful to yourself?
Have you gone to great length just top prove that you can live in hardship and still reamins the same person you are meant to be?

Figures now...

There were many people that i have met this pass years of my life,yes...ive met various kind of people..ive seen them,met them, read about them...may it be man or woman...it varies...

Some people,they take huge risks..overcome boundaries...these people went and meet various people...done many things in their life...they lived their life....as much as i dont agree with them in certain aspect...i really respect them...yes,they lack certain things..they may not be the most pious person you ever met...they maybe not the smartest you met....but i respect them,because...as much of who i am to them....they still held me as friends...no hard feelings taken...no grudges....

Some people,they rather stay in the back..live among books...stay in a room...mix up with the same people everyday...their safe zone...not intruded nor interfered....i respect them though...because they could do what i cant..and they are really safe people to be with..:)...but sometimes,they an be unexpected...ive met a person,who is so famous for being pious,who turns out to be actively SMSing girls...wohohoho..im not accusing..im one of them..i should know...

Some people,they act both of the above...but still remains true to themselves...i respect these persons very much.....they truyly true...

What i think now is that,

Could you really know your real strengh is you havent took any risk?
Could you realy be the very person you are after taking those risk?

What i do know is;

Once youve done bad,its hard to be good again...if you think your not strong enough or up for it...dont ever think of doing it...let alone start it...

People will remember you being bad more than you being good...it the truth about people these days...

People will just judge you once youve done bad...i mean it...once...dats all it takes...

Maybe it the way of life now...and for me..no wonder some people had a hard time to change...people just kept on judging and judging from what they see...rather than sit beside them and ask them the real true story....mind over matter plz...but then...people these days are much more selfish than they should be...maybe becoz of the weather?politics?issues right now? i dunno...it seems that way now...that people just want to know eveything dunt dont really care about it....

im not a person to accuse...

because ive been that person too...

regretted it tho...

guilty..

i really miss him..;(