STUPID INTERNET CONNECTION!
I know...i know...its been a month from my last post and here I am making it up to you...sigh~...
a lot have been missed and i dont know where to start right now,argh!
stupid internet connection...
so Im taking this huge oppurtunity this mis semester to update of what ive been doing and what happened...
Sigh~
well,lets not dilly dally~
Firstly,
Ive turn 21 years old! haha! mari mengundi,mari3~ hahahahaha....yeah,that thrill huh? but a new feeling came this birthday...i dunno what but well....i felt a surge of Relief.....i think it maybe its because I really waited for this moment....
"Congratulations! Your a free woman now" -My Mother
Yeah,technically Im free....finally! sigh~ she maybe wrong about the woman part though..hahaha! I really dunno if i have the real strangh to do what i intended to do....it happens doenst it? when you desperately wanted something in you life so that you can achieve your goal...but when it does happened? where did all the spirit go?was it really just talk?.....from my part,it should be at the right place and the right time,with additional of the right mood...I really hope that someday will happen and it will happen smoothly.....Amin......
I guess it happens in life..when people misunderstood what we do and think have better judgement on it....hey,who are you kidding? did you really know a person so well you can just simply accuse them? its bad enough u accuse them but it didnt seem enough right? you just had to tell others....
Im not that plastic though..people talk..thats a fact ive known for so long,that i simply dont care
right now....and why should i? theres lot of hearts to care and surely youll only care for those who really cares for you...fullstop..
Seeing the people around me,id say that its a pity when at some point you became a celebrity,suddenly your the center of attention,then puff! it went juz like that....yeah...what makes it more pitier......they juz want to know the story....and dont even bother to care....i guess i doesnt make it easier when you have to face them everyday and dont know what to do about it.....
It sad even...when you do really care but you dont know what to do....in the end..you just have to let it go...
i guess some things are juz meant to be that way....
somethings we can handle,some we cant...
sometimes we can deal with it,sometimes we cant let it go....
we all have our own prespective....we cant just judge people of what they did in the past if in the future they did get better...
all of us are trying to be better the best we can....whats so bad in helping?
enough for today...
i rest my case....
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