Whats my dream?

Okay..here are the list of things that i dream about...its not based on priority,just spontaneously;

1. Travel around the world

Yup, I always wanted travel...if not the whole world but its better than being stuck up in one country right? I always loved to travel....theres a whole thrill in it....i love thrills too...like riding a fast and furious rollercoster or sumting..haha! but travelling is more than an thrill, you have to know how to talk,act and where to do...its not enough by just being a tourist if you dont learn sumting other than you mother country, but well...you get the most fun when people respect you for respecting them...but this dream is still a dream...cause ive still havent have a trip around Malaysia yet...sigh~

2. Have a big comfotable house

Who doesnt want a big house? i dont...i said a big comfortable house....which means;

- my family : loving husband and lovely children...hope i'll be worth the wife and mother

- security : okay, this doenst mean i have the 'pak gad' ...nope..juz a safe neighbourhood is all that counts

- a huge kitchen : because i really really wanted to experiment on my cooking...i always had great ideas that are wasted...

-good furniture: good doesnt means expensive...just affordable and nice....

-have a lawn: this is really important for family gathering or so that i'm sure my children are safe playing among themselves...

well...this big comfortable house have to wait...i need to work,hard! to reach this type of goal...i would settle for a cozy apartment if it would be just my husband and me, but not when i have children....i get the feeling my children will be hyperactive..just like me :P


3. A loving mother

I dunno why, but everytime i look at babies...i had this sort of sensitive feeling coming....im so attuned at it that somehow i end up staring at the baby...(shish!!)....but its a good feeling you know...at least at those time i know i have a heart....i know by time that i maybe have to be stern and nag but we'll see how things go....i want to treat my children the way i never had in my life....so that i know,i not rolling the same cycle again....

at first i wanted 8 children...crazy huh? well..that was before i know how to calculate and what price for a house+car+ education etc cost up too...so i'll just settle with what i have....if im destined to have 2 okay,3,4 or so....it all depends on the income...


4. A big kitchen

yess....i know ive mention it before..hehe~ the thing is....i loved to cook!!! nobody know this except you!!! hahahahaha!!! but then i never had the chance to show my skills...(as if i had any)...the thing is...my desire for cooking is so huge but its been surpressed for many2 years....i never wanted to cook when their sumone around poking their face and making faces about how im doing it...wats the matter if i did it my way anyway???? and never liked to cook with such limited working space and working equipment....its so frustrating....when your so ready to do a good job...then suddenly, oh! this kitchen doesnt have...bla3~

so my dream kitchen is to have loads of stuff for cooking...not just the basics of rice cooker,microwave,refrigerator, kettle....added with those things we used to cook for cakes and things...a really large food cupboard....a really large frige maybe.....huhuhu...like i said before...depends on my income.....


huhuhu...thats up for know...too tired to type away~