Ramadhan....

Tomorrow is Ramadhan...

Im worried sick right now because my heart is so cold n jaded...

It feels really empty right now...

As if i dunno how to feel again....

I cried again today...

And yesterday..and the day before.....

I cant seem to grasp what wrong with me....

Whenever I tried to make things better...

It ends up worse....

All I know right now....

Im so tired....

Tired of all the effort....

Tired of all the love....

As it all seems a waste.....

Left unnoticed without a glance....

I know I cant falter when hope is still there...

But I know I have my limits too...

And I know I'm too tired to move on right now...

I'm tired of all the never ending effort to try make things better....

And I know I cant leave it alone....

Its easier said than done...

Some of you can do it in a blink of an eye...

Some people like me...We're slow and unstable...

I'm too scared to go back....

I'm more afraid too move forward...

It was easier at first because I just knew it was the right thing

And it was also the thing I wanted most...

But we never know the future dont we?

For Human makes mistakes...

And I'm one too...

-Happy Ramadhan everyone...have faith!-