Everybody Counts

Here I am,within the darkness of 'my room' (like I'll have one)and doing what i miss the most.....since the past month i fail tosleep soundly at night and waking up feeling exhausted the next day.....sumhow I feel this habit wont go....its seems so long since the last insomnia....and now its here again.....

some say,its due to my restlessness...some say it has to dowith something in my mind...hahaha....believe me,if i knew which of what I was thinking....id probably sleep like a baby right now...

it juz breaks my heart thinking about it...and i cant stand it anymore....all i know right now,is i dont want to be here...its only been a month and it juz kept coming n coming with fierce force....and im too damaged than before to fight a battle....

no...im not me anymore....when the thing that keeps you strong have taken been taken away from you..you cant help but feel fragile everyday....you look around and gave out your best smile....but even that masks seems too frail....

if i only i knew what to do....i wont be lost right now...

wont you save me? becouse saving is what need....i just want to be....by your
side...