*SIGH*
its been like 5 days or so since semester holidays...and i'm completely famished....
right now...all i wanna do is sleep,sleep and more sleep...but i cant!!! tension bebeh~ i wanno do sumtin....
when the idea of going back to kelantan for raya haji holidays came up...argh~~~ im lazy for travelling rite now...i wish i could pretend to be sick or sumtin and curl up all day..golek3~~~....
huhuhu...semalam i cried..for the first time...because i miss sumone...sooooo muuuuchhhh.....huhuhu...who else? duhhh~~ usually i'll cry because i cant have him...(diz can be proven by the amount of blogs previously....)...i guess the term 'dont make her cry again' was not really his fault...im such a cry baby..uhuhuhuhuk~ sian my sayang terkejut...adeyh~ chaiyok2!! kata sayang...me? herm~~~....
i guess im totally bored rite now is due to the lack of amount of money in my account...argh~~ i cant buy the books i want...i cant go travel...ayah said im pemalas..yeah..this is the pemalas girl who just end up sweeping the whole house,putting up the laundry and folding them....i could do all the cycle of coz...but my sister was an early bird these days...i dunt care much...she juz want to make a good impression....
so this pemalas girl cant surf the internet as much as she want,waiting at least 1 am in the morning so that the house wont go in total black out due to the stupid tendang thing...budus3~~~...then...i cant go out...i cant hold or carry my hp whenever i want...what can i do actually do then? be a pemalas laaaahhh~~
huhuhuhu~ sorry for the complaints...i dunt have much to write anyway...maybe next time ill write about my cuty babies...all 5 of them..the smelly suckers...always spoils me...ciz!!! cant help feeling helpless with their blue,green or coklat eyes...
arghhh!!! geram3~~~
uhuhuhu~ i guess i'll make the list now...i promised sayang i would....huhuhu...i guess when u love someone unconditionally,u tend to forget the first thing that made you fell for him...uhuhuhu~ am i exaggetarating? ahahaha~ sorry....ahahaha...nk nangis plak...come on come on...big gurls dont cry...guess i was wrong about myself in a lot of things when it comes to him....huhuhu...sayang kata ape? keep ur mind on sumtin...what is sumtin?...lalalalala~....i cant figure~~~
i guess this is the end...or else ill end up writing so much bout him,when he reads this blog,he'll kembang so much....tp,ok gak? si keding tu jd gmoks..bukankah itu matlamat asal?hahahaha~
but then again,when i think back again,of the times ive been lonely...im pretty much thankful to God that i have sayang right now...maybe sumday ill write about him...how we met...xoxo....hahaha! there! wrote again bout him....
a fren of mine and sayang once said to me;
"what is eventually yours will come back to you"
guess he was right,with all my wailing and sobbing in the middle of the night...many wont understand by then...but then again,thanks dude~ hope youll find her soon...
u see...sometimes we have to look past sumting to find sumting...if u put so much condition in finding sumone...ull take bout what? forever to find the rite person...in my case..well...he juz filled up the most important things....let him be the first one to know...and im greatfull enough with juz dat....
miss him so much already....
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